This too will become a past and you will mourn it
There's a peculiar weight that settles on my heart these days. It's a feeling that tugs at the edges of my consciousness, a subtle whisper that reminds me of the fleeting nature of now. I find myself mourning the present as if it's already a memory, grieving for moments even as I live through them. This sentiment, I believe, is not entirely unique to me. I have always been a nostalgic person living by pages already turned. But especially now that I have crossed the threshold from adolescence into adulthood. Growing up is a strange experience; you don’t realize it’s happening until one day, you find yourself on the other side, looking back and wondering where the time has gone. Suddenly, you’re another year older, and you're right in the middle of it all again. Over the past few years, many things have changed for me—mostly for the better. Yet, I still feel like I’m saying goodbye to a world that once felt so familiar, to a time in my life that was warm and comfortable.